I just need a little break from reality.

I’m usually optimistic about most things, but the stress is just really getting to me and I just can’t seem to handle as much anymore. I need some type of motivation. I don’t want to keep telling myself that things will get better when I know damn right its not. I want to feel like I’m genuinely happy again, and actually just smile just because I’m in such a great mood. But somehow, its a little hard for me to do so.